Intro

Just a girl trying to live as simply as possible and failing at it. Product of my surroundings, I adapt to my environments. But that's not to say I walk away unaffected. Every experience I have shapes me, stays with me and molds me into what people see in front of them in person and in writing.

Things that are a part of me:
~My faith
~My desire for community
~My love of theatre
~My borderline personality disorder
~My solitude
~My body image
~My country/redneck background I try so desperately to conceal
~The stars in my eyes

And the insecurity I have about them all.


Disclaimer: This is not a happy blog. We aren't always happy and we need outlets to get that out. Anyone who says otherwise is lying to themselves. This is my outlet. You don't like it, just move on.

If you would like to see happy, check out my tumblrs instead: MTKCBMQ and Randomnymity

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Just to Say...

I can't do things like other people. They don't understand that. And they just get mad at me.

I have dreams weekly that I'm being possessed. I'm afraid that they aren't dreams sometimes. And I'm certain they mean business. Do you know what that must feel like?

I see the sadder side of people, the side of hurt. I'm keyed in on that. Sensitive to it. I think it's beautiful. For some reason, it can be nice to be reminded that everyone is broken. And if they tell you they aren't, they're lying.

"There are no extras in life, only key players." --Synechdoche, New York

I really want to apologize for how emo I am. Except I don't know who to apologize to. I get upset thinking I upset my family but then that just makes the emo worse and nothing gets resolved.

Well. That's all.
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