Intro

Just a girl trying to live as simply as possible and failing at it. Product of my surroundings, I adapt to my environments. But that's not to say I walk away unaffected. Every experience I have shapes me, stays with me and molds me into what people see in front of them in person and in writing.

Things that are a part of me:
~My faith
~My desire for community
~My love of theatre
~My borderline personality disorder
~My solitude
~My body image
~My country/redneck background I try so desperately to conceal
~The stars in my eyes

And the insecurity I have about them all.


Disclaimer: This is not a happy blog. We aren't always happy and we need outlets to get that out. Anyone who says otherwise is lying to themselves. This is my outlet. You don't like it, just move on.

If you would like to see happy, check out my tumblrs instead: MTKCBMQ and Randomnymity

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes I can't escape from inside myself. Sometimes I walk through life disconnected. Sometimes I'm talking to people but my mind is hollow. Sometimes I get really agitated and sometimes I get really angry and I do bad things. Sometimes I just hate the fact I'm in life and life is around me. Sometimes I just hate life. Sometimes I don't eat breakfast and I'm starving for lunch but I can barely touch it and I waste food. Sometimes I don't know how I became this way. Sometimes I'm just screaming. Sometimes I wonder if this is all intentional. Sometimes I wonder how much of my brain is wrong. Sometimes I wonder if I would know what was wrong in my brain. Sometimes I wonder how long this will last. Sometimes I fear it will never end.
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