Intro

Just a girl trying to live as simply as possible and failing at it. Product of my surroundings, I adapt to my environments. But that's not to say I walk away unaffected. Every experience I have shapes me, stays with me and molds me into what people see in front of them in person and in writing.

Things that are a part of me:
~My faith
~My desire for community
~My love of theatre
~My borderline personality disorder
~My solitude
~My body image
~My country/redneck background I try so desperately to conceal
~The stars in my eyes

And the insecurity I have about them all.


Disclaimer: This is not a happy blog. We aren't always happy and we need outlets to get that out. Anyone who says otherwise is lying to themselves. This is my outlet. You don't like it, just move on.

If you would like to see happy, check out my tumblrs instead: MTKCBMQ and Randomnymity

Sunday, September 5, 2010

Reality Check

I need to stop and take a minute and collect what I wanted to do with this blog. Thoughts are everywhere and they're not all conducive to what I wanted to convey on this blog. I wanted this blog to be my chronicling of trying to figure out my disorder through therapy and challenges and treatment. The outcomes, feelings, and stories were going to come naturally from that and knowing me, there probably would be some amusing stories out of trying to be "social." However, the problem has become since my freak accident I have not been to therapy and I have not started treatment so I have nothing to talk about in that respect. I still have plenty to talk about; plenty is always on my mind, but I don't want to detract from what this place was supposed to be about. I need to step back, collect myself, my thoughts, my ambitions, and then get going on this again. I'll get through this reality check.

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